Not the transition I expected. But that’s how change and new lives work out sometimes.

Wake them up, or let them sleep?, Bangkok, Thailand, 2005
Wake them up, or let them sleep?, Bangkok, Thailand, 2005

Lots of things running through my mind right now.

I could talk about the wonderful world of APIs. I could talk about how the default societal gesture that says “creating is time consuming” impacts engagement-based marketing strategies. I could talk about how hard it was for me to write a non-pompus artist statement for a small exhibit. I could talk about my new-found inability to sleep, the result of these soul-stirring jolts that are robbing me of the golden sleep past o’dark hundred.

But none of that would really hit the nail on what’s running through my head.

And more importantly, running through my life.

I’ve pontificated about what happens when we bring the web into our life, but they’ve really been nothing but pontifications. Untested, unexplored, unused. I mean, I’ve used Twitter to be social before, but it’s always been a portal to other people’s lives around the world, more of a replacement than an augmentation. As much as I’ve followed the wonder of geo-locational data and the potential of stuff like foursquare, I’ve never really used any of it. I love the idea of “faving your life”, but I’ve never really adopted the tools that would help me do it.

All talk, no play.

But I’m now in a situation where I can really explore how the cool kids do it. Be a part of a bunch of daily physical and ambient lives, combine the two in new ways. Dip into the stream more to see what’s going on. Ask questions about things that will impact the little turns of my day. Expose more surface area. Start checking-in. Listen to the ambient noise buzzing me “look!”, rather than pointedly and stubbornly ignoring it. Play more games, weave jokes across more spheres. Continue conversations from web to lunch to web to bars and back.

It’s all a part of giving up control, creating more accidents to re-invent the self.

I’m not there yet, but I’m working on it. Feel free to tell me where I’m going wrong, what I’m missing out on, and I’ll try it. I’m easily swayed.

Unexpected changes. And unknown results. All part of a little life reboot.

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  • Ellen

    One year I traveled to Japan three times and to Europe twice. My internal clock was consequently set at: WTF time is it? Day? Night? Monday? Tues? Since then (years ago) I have not been able to sleep more than four hours at a time without trazadone. Try it. It washes out of your system in four hours, not addicting unless you are addicted to sleep. It also helps with bi-polar disorder as a side benefit for those so afflicted.

  • http://www.taylordavidson.com/writing/ Taylor Davidson

    I'm giving myself time to adjust before making any drastic changes. Time for the mind, body and soul to re-settle. That's my hope.

    (and I hate taking medicine, drugs, etc… especially ones that help with bi-polar disorder!)

  • http://hyperbio.net/ Leila Boujnane

    Oh you slay me. Not being able to sleep is a blessing in disguise! Sit down and do some work until exhaustion… Or start running 20 km days will get you to sleep no problem. I wish I was cursed with inability to sleep! Man I would just knock off my billion action items one after the other . Oh boy oh boy. Anyhoo natural remedy= running + icecream. It is Sunday 6 am are you up yet ;)

  • bmo

    beautiful post.

  • http://www.taylordavidson.com/writing/ Taylor Davidson

    My “cure” for not being able to sleep in, stay out until 4 AM; get so
    tired the first bolts don't wake me up :)

  • http://twitter.com/1julia 1julia

    yoga practice – emphasis on practice – is helpful

    even though you may not sleep, you will feel rested and calm when not sleeping

    any YMCA

  • uggone

    I'm giving myself time to adjust before making any drastic changes. Time for the mind, body and soul to re-settle. That's my hope.
    http;//uggone.com

  • http://www.rosshill.com.au rosshill

    It is the ambient backchannel, your consciousness intertwining with the consciousness of others. It is plugging more bandwidth into your life, your presence.

  • http://www.taylordavidson.com/writing/ Taylor Davidson

    Exactly. And it's changing my life in a way I didn't really expect.
    I've always lived with the ambient backchannel, it's just never been
    quite so linked with my forechannel.

    (An old thought on a related topic:
    http://www.taylordavidson.com/writing/2009/05/1… )

  • http://www.taylordavidson.com/writing/ Taylor Davidson

    I need to get back to doing yoga anyway, perhaps this is another reason…

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